When I was cornered in a one that plugs right in to me.
Who is my defender?
Are the defenders to myself?
Like them,like him,like her.
So false if I have envy in my heart.
I admit this is a my biggest mistake but it will never exist if they gave me a chance and trust.
If I try to recall, I never mis-use of all opportunities that have been held for me.I follow all,I obey all, obey me even though it conflicts with what already exists in my heart.
But I never got the reward, rather than return for a gift or keep all of my desires.
But it is just reward 'Look at my eye slowly listen to my heart the phrase'
only that I'm sure you will understand the feelings and why I am.You said I don’t understand an option, dreams, goals, perseverance, trust, honesty.
How I would understand if there is a chance for me did not you give me the way .
And now you say if I myself was a stupid, narrow-minded.
Do you know will cause?
Cuz I'm too long confined within the confines of that you gave to me, too long you let myself stuck in the lines of rules that makes me stupid.when will you realize ?
Do not realize about that ?
You never asked if I bowed sluggish.
There is only an if I'm wrong,if I find something bad there is never a warm embrace when I make mistakes.Only a painful punishment my heart and feelings that I get from all that.
If I do my best?thousands of praise,when you give a gift that's not what I want.
My wish 'Look at my eyes slowly listen to my heart the phrase''
That's it, is that are too heavy?
And now I'm too tired, just crying and getting stupid from day to day.
Cuz I feel just a compulsion that made me even more stiff and numb slowly.
And when did you guys going to realize my wish ..
Is if I commit suicide and left a letter containing what I feel towards you for this?
If you also do not realize maybe I'll do it?although my desire not I get it but at least I no longer be in a restraint, confinement,the lines of rules that makes me ignorant .
At least I felt was just cold and stiff if I commit suicide is no longer the sense that ripped my heart.
My desire on both ends meet ‘Look at my eyes slowly listen to my heart the phrase' Only that
say NO to SUICIDE!
BalasHapus