Anxiety

Until there is no longer your prayers for me so I felt very uneasy at this time.
Oh God if you don’t care about me anymore?
Why I like this.
I want to tell you a lot about my difficult today.
About my feelings of confusion.
But to whom?
I couldn’t be troublesome to my two good friends to bother them too me.
Or my friends from the virtual world?
uhhhhhhhhh
I think they also don’t maybe they are too busy, don’t want me to bother them with my whiny story.
At my parents?
Oohh do them too much sadness Leave me to them?
I don't know .....
I wish I could tell I did not know where should I start first.
I wanted to cry but I knew that I was crying.
Oh God actually does that happen to me?
Why am I always in anxiety.
I just hope this will end and not the beginning of a bad omen.
Protect us from a bad and not until something bad happens to my parents, at my brother and my friends.
Hopefully this is only a restless sheer emptiness